winding down II

I keep thinking about how my life in my parents house and as a kid, is coming to end all so quickly. I've merely dreamt about this day. I've always been excited. Always Stoked on the new lessons i would learn. All the choices i'd have, opportunities, fun. Not that i haven't had fun, I mean i've had a blast. My parents have always been really trusting, and i've always ben the guy to take responsibility for my own actions. Yet i've learned that i don't know everything. i learned at a young age. I'm not scared to ask for advice or questions about life. MY parents have always been there, and always able to answer, or help. Now, even after years of excitement, i'm terrified, of being on my own. I've always been comfortable, always surrounded by people that love me, and that i love. In my parents house or not. I have always been surrounded by amazing people. Now i'm going somewhere with so much diversity that not everyone close to me is gonna like me and vice versa. I'm terrified of it. Who knows? maybe i will get along with everyone, but my chances are slim. I guess i'll have friends twenty minutes away, but i know no one that's going where i'll be. Everyones gonna be new. I just have faith, and trust that God will put me in the right place. I know he will. However, i am stoked to learn more about music, and everything that has to do with my major. It's gonna be great. For now, just like every other day, i live one day at a time, I might glance to the future, but try not to worry, yet. But i know, there wont be anything to worry about even in the future, and if there is.. i'll try not to. life's a ride, don't waste your time waiting in line. stop worrying. get out there and make your dreams reality. Screw everything. keep your priorities straight. and go for it.